Juan showed me a photograph of his brother and thai gf. she looks different than me....a different type of asian. i guess b/c i'm a mix? tho we do have quite similar noses. am i a bad hybrid? i take from my father's side of the family.....just today my dad told me i look like his grandmother. yay? she's 100% japanese. :( what's wrong with me? am i ( Read more... )

i'm talking to juan online....omg, i want paella so bad now. holy crap.

just watched the blue lagoon...such an old movie. but now i'm bummed...b/c i hate movies with endings that leave you either making up your own conclusion of what happened + basiclly leave you hanging by a thread. AAAHH!!!! did they die?! :( did the baby die?! i HAVE to knowwww lol ( Read more... )

ever like someone so much that in your mind, they are basically a different person b/c you imagine them the way you want them to be. but then when you realize how they really are....you are full of disappointment and disbelief. you thought they were a better person...someone who broke the mold. someone you can see yourself with happily. but then ( Read more... )

i wish on every single star in the evening sky that you will like me back one day....

:(

*banging head on desk* grow some courage....just do it. just ask. just get it over with. and when you do....run + never show your face again.

dear god, i'm moving backwards. this must sound utterly strange to those who have no idea what i'm talking about...which means EVERYONE!!!! but i am...i'm just going backwards. i'm not even with shmool. myyyyykkkkkeee!!!!!!! *running to him in fear*

"...If you just believe in me ( Read more... )

poopy!!!! i was late to quantitative methods of psych again:( i finally got to see my doctor though...i also got my birth control pills!!!!!