Subject: Event: ...this thing is so demanding. Like I need an event to make my life mean anything...I guess I do. I guess I need something to prove to myself that I am still here. Not for long though....not much longer. Like looking at a test, as long as you know you've reached the end, it doesn't seem so hard anymore. Solve the last few problems, ( Read more... )

Wow, last night was hell. I think I blacked out. My upper
arms are completely covered in cuts.. don' T remember much.
Way to go Cynthia (I swear I have a high tolerence for alcohol...)
Also my legs... I don' T know. Life' S a
little wierd right now...

I am too sad for a mood...I just got some really bad news...and i am on the insanely gonna go slit my wrists mode...gahh...wouldn't it be nice to run away right now? I know that sounds sketchy, but if we all just started running, we could just escape this whole goddamn world and speed into oblivion...i dunno, just rambling ( Read more... )

"I wanna pocky!!!" and quote juliannnnnnnn, the crazy key-board licker ( Read more... )

Today was shit. Kids are not only cruel, but really, really, stupid. Gaah...I am sick of humans. I think we should all have rats and monkeys for friends; all humans unworthy of life should suddenly be struck down by a plague. Yup...the stupid plague. If you have the plague, then you're too stupid to see the signs (such as excessive ignorance, ( Read more... )

Perhaps the most amazing show ever, Branfords production sucked. The first act was horrible (!!) and the gal who played Judas; you couldn't understand a thing she said. However, Pilate was amazing, and Jesus was amazing (hot as hellfire). Judas did have a great voice; no diction. Oh well, the second act was really good. And the stage was amazing ( Read more... )

I know i haven't written in the longest time; i think i am going to give up this account. I want to keep it, but, whatever. Mabye i'll find time for it. Anyways, I'm here in typing and longing to be outside. Its warmer than ever...(or mabye its just me...he he he ( Read more... )

As my first journal is written i feel there is something special to be said, however, as so far only one person can see it, the moment seems lacking. Frog poo.

aNyWHo...if anybody wants to help me with my song...i'm all ears!!