The loss of him is so unbearable. I feel like there is a huge hole in my stomach. Him in my life, my days, my bed, was the most comforting and whole feeling I've ever felt. My dear, dear friend. I miss you so much.

There was a very valid reason I was not vulnerable before him. Here it is.

2013 was really, really hard for me. Lots of old wounds opening, and a few new ones. I think this is worth doing, but sometimes I'm not sure ( Read more... )

Oak trees.

I am so happy. I'm living in places I didn't know I had. 

Until he moves in ( Read more... )

I will still miss him once he's here.

my life counts!

I have had my heart broken more times than I can remember since I kissed him ( Read more... )

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