well...im half the man i used to be...=/

everything seems to be blurred and bungled lately. i dont know what to think. i mean at times i dont care about it but then when i realize that its over i just get sad again. shit with my family is crazy as fuck. i dont know what to do about whats happening with them but im starting to care less and less everyday.im starting to care mainly about ( Read more... )

when the shit drops. i just have to pick it up and rub it in the pussies face again >=D ( Read more... )

it finally happend. that asshole kept talking shit and he was telling me to go fight him tomorrow but i told him tonight. so i went. and i met him up there. and we started fighting. he got me good on the first punch but i was knocking him left and right so he grabbed me in a headlock. i tackled him to the ground and he held me in a headlock for ( Read more... )

well i just got home from elises' house. it was great. i spent 8 str8 days with her and it couldnt have been better. i think alot of our problems were solved or dropped. i think most of it had to do with us not seeing eachother enough. and then when we did see eachother, it wasnt enough time to recover from the past issues. but this was great. ( Read more... )

yo guys... i dont know i shoule be at home sleeping but im helping my boy set shit up in his room. yeah. its gonna be dope. i like contributing to my boys. im dropping out i got a job at 6 bucks an hour. im making some good bread. over 400 coming in mext thursday. thats gonna pay for my tickets my and my ultrafest rolls. i already have 3 and im ( Read more... )

im updating again. this weekend was great.i went up to see elise. at first some shit went wrong but really i dont care. the whole weekend was the greatest. i cant remember the last time i was so happy for a while. i stayed sat sun mon and left tue at like 8. i hate leaving from there. as much as i hate the place b cause it takes her away from me, i ( Read more... )

well guys. i came up here to visit my beloved elise... im rolling. its str8... tiesto and thats all. i left my glowsticks and my vicks with paulie last night by accident. he was rolling i did him a favor and i let it go too far, ohh well. yeah so right now im chillen. feeling rather nice. yesterday was an emotionally stressful day for me but im ( Read more... )

yeah. its the 8th of february. its edging closer. in just about 3 days.... im a legal man. a MAN. this only comes one time my friends. im turing the big 18. it seems w/e . like shit isnt gonna change much. but. maybe it will, i can command myself. i have controll of me. if i really want to i can do whatever i want, legally of course. yeah. in about ( Read more... )

THE FORGOTTEN NIGHT ( Read more... )