sometimes i wish i had a girlfriend ( Read more... )

well guys... im back. and ive had about all i can stand. just 9 months and im out of this fucking hell hole they like to call my house hold. or maybe what my dad does to me is "for my own good". well, i dont know but its not doing any good. i think i can forsee the future happening here: me and my dad will be talking in about 10 years. ill ( Read more... )

its monday... and this is wackattack... w/e... thats the way the square rolls.... i cant wait till i get home to see my mushrooms.... i want to get drunk today .. but not alot... just a littlebit... i cant wait till the weekend... im gonna play another show on saturday ill have all the information hopefully by wed er thursday ( Read more... )

finally i got my cell phone back... first it got taken b cause of rehab.. then my dad lent it to my sister and she got it stolen... so the insurance covered it and i got a new one... im just missing a few numbers here and there... i have most of them... but not the ones that i use as often... w/e shit happens ill get them back ihope ( Read more... )

this is awsome... my mycilium is growing ( Read more... )

well... i played my first show yesterday... and it went kinda good... but the thing is... i have artist block and i am not completely satisfied with the lyrics that i have written and the way that they are sung... i dont know... i think its that since i had to make them so fast n shit... they didnt come out as good as i wanted them to.. and ( Read more... )

its here.... friday. i hope all goes well... i think i feel comfortable singing and all that now that i practiced a whole lot. i took time to learn all the lyrics but i still keep repeating them to myself in my head over and over to make sure that i know them... i dont want to choke on "stage". though i doubt there will be one. ive gotten some good ( Read more... )

well guys... tomorrow is the day... my last day of rehab and my first show... i hope all goes well .... i hope i dont get like all gay and fuck it up... i have to learn the lyrics ... like i know them.. but not fluently... so i have to keep practicing...

umm.... progression of my shrooms are still unknown... i have left them untampered for a few ( Read more... )

damn yo... funny shit... but no one can know...=D.............man im sorta scared... friday is my last day of rehab... but i did something i wasnt supposed to and i dont know if its gonna come out er not... =( fuck man.. i dont want to come out positive... this shit is so wack... i dont know man... fuck... FUCK... w/e man im a dumbass... shit ( Read more... )

well... im back again. but i did my work, most of it. im gonna turn it in soon. i feel proud of myself. now theres nothing to do... and this is really gay , so thats why im updating like 50 thousand times in a row. yeah the last one wasnt really at 6 it was more at 7 its just that this ive journal time shit is all fucked up... all i want to do is ( Read more... )