i have tried to love the perfect person for me i think. it will have been a year in november and i seem to be crying myself to sleep more with each approaching day. i wake with dreams of another person that i have remeber that i do miss them and wish they were here. i dont know whats going on, why can something so good just feel so horrible
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today was Matts birthday, i dont think anyone called him to tell him to have a happy one. i ordered a cake with dinasours in random acts of life... humping, death... it was strange but funny.
well, I suppose I owe a bit of an explanation... in the recent months I have graduated high school, moved out, lost two cats and a rat, gone to college dropped out twice
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