I was going to send this to someone, but I couldn't. If anyone thinks I'm just a bitch or I'm wrong let me know. I'm tired of always feeling like shit, thinking I'm not a good person. Or if you think otherwise let me know and maybe I'll pull my head out of the toilet and stop trying to drown myself (no, I'm not suicidal ( Read more... )

Okay, so I went to my first frat party the other night...it was awesome, but I am such a sad drunk. I spent I don't know how long crying in Jim's bathroom. And then Andy and I kind of argued and shit went sour. I think I am violent by nature, sad by default, my control is defense and in my mind im angry, angrier than I can understand ( Read more... )

my life is so fucked up right now, why do i always end up either fucking something up or getting fucked up.

why do i always fuck things up

I can't wait til' Tuesday. I get to hang out with a friend I haven't hung out with in a long time. Well life is...ever changing, I just hope it doesn't change that much ( Read more... )

life is just wonderful....

IT IS MY BIRTHDAY! And now I have to go to work. SO chill with ya alls later!

wow this summer is going by really fast. cant wait for the dorm life. seeing new people awesome shit. i cant wait. hmmm...im in a rambling mood. i hate it when people talk about meeting people online because its lame and it shows a total inability to interact with people in the community. did i mention i felt like i was in a rambling mood. gah i ( Read more... )

everybody come to eatons...oh my god im bored.

All I ever needed was to eat popcorn with you ( Read more... )