ok being frustrated and confused has to be the two most horrible emotions, b/c you are kinda stuck in an in between state. not knowing what to do or what to expect. i guess it is something that is able to be handled if the situation is important enough. and ive decided it definately is. time is something everyone needs and i except it completely.. ( Read more... )

ok so she is awesome. things are getting less confusing for the both of us which is good. we enjoy each others company which is also good. excited about the weekend

ok....im like crazy ovre this staright girl right now. you just dont know. she is like crazy beautiful and like perfect in ways you dont know. only problem...not a lesbian. yeah she likes me...but to what extent? yeah i ask my self that all the time. i dont want her to ever go out of my life. no matter if we are friends or more. i just cant seem to ( Read more... )

friday night ( Read more... )

..i hate you, no for real i hate you..
..i dont know yet. im definately attracted,it seems hopeless..
..you used to be my good friend,wow what happened..
..i shouldnt have told you..
..i feel like im walking on pins and needles around you..
..DAMN..you're hot, but straight..
..atleast you havent pissed me off today..

...ok people suck..cant wait to move. fuck the people im pissed at ( Read more... )

yeah my computer has been being an ass for about a month now...but i finally got it fixed. to catch up: this summer has been strange. i havent decided if it is good yet.i think that depends on the outcome. i have alot on my mind. people,work,money,school.softball...you name it. anyway i gotta go get ready...

...you better come

today was pretty good ( Read more... )

i think i did something really bad today.something that is not only bad for me but bad for her too. i couldnt help it tho like seriously all of a sudden i like got this urge and all week it wouldnt go away.i think i might have an explanation for it so here goes: i saw something that made me remember how happy i was at a certain time in my life, and ( Read more... )

fri...i had to leave the bachelorette party around 11 b/c this girl that was there was pissing me off. but i didnt leave in time to make it to the crawfish boil. so i went to the bar instead..it was a very interesting night out.we ended up staying at 729 til like 4am. i think i got whiplash from a girl named sandy shores. then saturday i went to ( Read more... )