ok im understanding a little more why this had to happen. i just keep telling myself that things will work out how they are suppose to. its not the end of the world.

so yeah me and kat are over. since i never write on this thing until i have a breakup or something bad happens to me i thought it was time to update. this really sux. i can tell i have definately matured quite a bit from the last breakup but damn it still sux. its the worst kind of breakup too. we are still in love..both of us. but i cant get my ( Read more... )

THe apartment is clean..im moving to bham in like a week and im bout to drink a beer all things to say wahoo about!

so today sucked. very stressful, emotionally and physically. so i decided im moving to birmingham. this is what ive wanted to do for a while now. i mean i spend most of my time there anyway.all i needed was something to happen to give me the chance to do it. and now something has...i have the chance to get out of my lease here in t-town and im ( Read more... )

i am psychic. if you need proof just look at the last entry i made in august. see that...something always goes wrong and guess what??? yep it did. well i dont know if it went wrong so much as me driving it in to the ground. but yep its over now. get out your thesaurus and look up over and see if there is a similar word that means over and never ( Read more... )

if you could go back in time once and only once to change only one thing..what would it be?

mine is good....i know the day, the time, and the place...so anyone with a time machine let me know! :)

ok...so things are good. really good. a little argument here and there but nothing serious. i hope nothing goes wrong...b/c something always goes wrong...always. im not fucking this up tho. im gonna make sure i dont. id have to be mentally retarded to do anything to mess this up. im enjoying every minute of it now i and expect to be enjoying every ( Read more... )

yeah everybody always says that its the best thing. and i never doubted it til now. i think i might have just fucked something up big time by being honest about shit that doesnt even matter now. i wish i could make her understand how much i care.

monday night was good...
...dinner with my parents...they liked her. she liked them...it went well

...later..drinks at buffaloes..helping vicki.then back to her house to watch a movie. i had a great time

i love it when your voice changes to that high little voice right before you do the pouty face. it is so freaking cute!