inspired by a random comment from a customer about using the shift to write a novel, i wrote 2 poems this morning for two of my loves.

6:40am "Speechless" for Sammy <3 ( Read more... )

there is a bitchin contest on fetlife.com, if you're a member or were thinking about joining. you just sit on santa's lap and ask for wonderful toys. check it out in the next day or two! hurry!

( Verfolgt )

Snorgled from Pam ( Read more... )

i was born on the other side of a town ripped in two. and no matter how hard i try, i end up black and blue. i rose up off of the doctor's slab, i lost a piece of my heart. now everyone gets to take a stab: they cut me up into parts. i gave a piece to my mother, i gave a piece to my man, i gave a piece to the rock star; he took the good stuff and ( Read more... )

frank messaged me after my status was "lonely" and told me not to be. i said "says one who left" and this is what happened next.

( frank 12-6-08 )

My dream freaked me out enough that I don't really want to remember it all. My favorite student died. Slowly. Bravely. There was a bunch of people. We were on rooftops, I think. There was a lot, and it was emotionally all over the place. I woke up with hella cramps. AND the worst part is... I don't know his name. He was young. I called him Michael ( Read more... )

just in case sean ever deletes them, i want to save what he wrote about me.

( CM journals )

16 things, sorry for the chain-aspect.

Today at 10:39am

Alright, I'm supposed to write 16 random things and tag 16 people. You all are welcome to do this as well, and if you do, please tag me, because I'd love to see it. So far, I've been tagged twice, so this is for Matchstick and my wife.( meme )

So, currently, there's a strange thing going on. Most of the subs I talk to, play with and use, I had in some capacity before or while I was with my last slave. I can't really trust anyone now, least of all my exs, but it's a mix of me not forming new relations as well as all my exs returning to me. It's potentially idiotic on my part, but I never ( Read more... )