"I thought I lost you, in the darkness, of a lonely night
Then I found you, in my arms and, holding me so tight
When I'm with you, and I kiss you, I can feel your heart
Don't you know that, I'm the one to, keep you safe and warm..."

So this is my first post of the new year. I never know what to write. Today I worked with the horse vet. We didn't have too much to do since she had a doctor's appointment at 12:30 p.m. So, we started with floating a horse's teeth at 9 a.m. We were there FOREVER because the owner of the horse would not shut up. Her mouth kept going and going. I  ( Read more... )

Damn! It's been almost a year since I have posted anything. I guess I should try to write shit more often. I think I want to start writing down everything that happens in my day because a lot of it is usually pretty damn funny.

Well, today was Sunday. I slept in until noon even though I didn't want to. I was up really late. I wanted to get up at 9 ( Read more... )

 It is a new year and not much has changed...

I am working at an animal hospital in Rolling Hills. I enjoy working with the animals and most of my co-workers, but some of the work that we dungeon workers are expected to do is less desired. At the animal hospital we kennel workers are also suppose to be gardners, janitors, animal bathers, assistants ( Read more... )

I have just realized something......

That I am better than that.

It has been difficult these last few days letting go of Chris. He hasn't gone anywhere and we are still friends, but I am having to let go of the relationship part of us. It is so hard. I never thought I would fall in love again, especially with someone like him. I don't know why I do ( Read more... )

    I don't know why things make me feel shitty...they just do. I guess I just have a hard time coping with things internally. I swear, when I am emotionally distraught, my whole world crumbles down upon me. I hate that. I have a difficult time sleeping, eating, thinking, etc. I begin to feel hopeless. Oh well, such is life.
    That little sea ( Read more... )

I really do not understand some people sometimes. A couple of my friends really baffle me. One is Chris. Things between me and him have been really up and down. For a week or so he was treating me like complete shit. Then, I talked to him about it and he apologized profusely. After that he has been overly nice and sweet and has seemed really ( Read more... )

These song lyrics are some of the most meaningful to me. I can relate them to life so well. The last one makes me cry almost every time I listen to it. They are so beautiful. If you get a chance, try to listen to the actual song.

DJ Shah - "Who Will Find Me" (feat Adrina Thorpe)

In a world of desire,
oh who would come and catch you when you ( Read more... )