I tried...

[piratejo]

 So it seems I may be back after all this time. Back to cutting, even back to throwing up which I was so proud because I thought I was finally done with that. I've had quite a few slip ups in the past few days. I'm so tired right now but I can't be alone with my mind. I need to escape myself.

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FuCkInG sToP!!

[schmerz_pain]

its not hard you just don't and yes i love that movie i just resently found logo but seriously it not too hard to stop an addiction you just stop and keep busy and keep people around you trust me i know god i feel like a parent and wow i miss her you know we broke up but are trying to work things out and you know what i did i went right back into smoking cigarettes but i am keeping busy and not thinking about it i know it's different but yeah i have had my fair share of addictions......

Re: FuCkInG sToP!!

[schmerz_pain]

look you got me really worried babe i hope your okay comment me soon as you can and keep me updated i know how hard it is there are allot of things i have not told people like where i got most my scars on my <> it really became now one business and i know allot of people hate things like that but it's really an adiction and it's really really hard to stop but it is possable don't give in and it will be hard for awhile but girly don't give in i'm here if you need me...

Re: FuCkInG sToP!!

[piratejo]

I'm sorry I worried you. I don't want anyone to worry. I'm sorry I haven't been on here. I don't have time to check all my stuff anymore...I'm in school now. I mostly just go on myspace once or twice a day and check my messages on there

Re: FuCkInG sToP!!

[schmerz_pain]

well we brke up or more like were taking things slow and starting over i have no job yet and it's really hard to get one down here i sold my car so it's been entertaining to say the least but i moved out of her place cuz i don't want to be that uhal girlfriend and we are starting over it feels great i love her so much and this experience is changing me for the better i feel like i can trust and can be open and not hide things i like communicating :-P well how picky are you?