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Right now. Right now is good. Right now is the best I've felt in a long time. Incense, a glass of wine, good chill music, shuttered away from everyone else... Right now is simply sublime. I really need to make this happen more often. This is amazing. -
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One step forward, two steps back.
And I don't know if that step forward should count. Even if it does, it's a pretty shitty step. Damn.
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And today was going so well....
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What the fuck does it matter?! What the hell does any of it even matter? The entire point of human existence is to further human existence, and beyond that: who cares? Nothing I do changes anything. Any purpose to life is something that is made up to help us feel better. So who cares? Only those with the lack of sense to make something up, that's ( Read more... ) -
A Limit to the Infinite
You know what irks me? How some people treat affection like a contest. It doesn't matter that I miss you, you miss me more. It doesn't matter that I care about you, I apparently don't care as much as you. It doesn't matter how much I like you, it's not enough. Anything less than worshiping the ground someone walks on is apparently the incorrect ( Read more... ) -
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Everything I interact with, everything I try, everything I do, none of it seems to matter. I can try a lot or I can try a little, or I can not try at all, and nothing seems to matter. As good or as bad as I do, the result always seems to be the same. And it doesn't matter whether I am working towards my job, or social situations, or even some ( Read more... ) -
Far Too Conscious About Being Conscious
For some reason I feel the need to post a ton of posts tonight, just bitching and moaning about all the dumb things in my life. And I know that’s stupid ( Read more... ) -
Credible, or Incredible?
You know the one thing that I am getting extremely sick of? One of the biggest things that upsets me? Constantly being called a liar ( Read more... )