i want holidays, and pictures, postcards and a smile ( Read more... )

havent been on this thing in a while. seems like thats all i ever put on this thing. but maybe ill try to start writin gmore. kenny is getting one. so yeah. here i go. life has been interesting lately. lots of ups and downs. meeting poeple ide prefer not to meet. and meetin others that just....are interesting i suppose. hopefully things will get ( Read more... )

sometimes when you dont think you can do it. when your heart doenst want to try. you jsut have to look up and ask yourself. why am i here? why am i livng? and then you realize. its for the moment. its for the sun. its for the rain. its for life. no matter what problems come your way, the people who come in and out of your life, you still have your ( Read more... )

you know? when....you feel...so bad. like.... everything is going wrong. well...ill get into that later. jason? my cousin that i live with. i love him so much. he is the best friend i could ever have.. and teh greatest person. he just...he tells me the truth. he's up front. he knows how to make me feel better though. its ike...i couldnt have asked ( Read more... )

he messed up my apt when i got home. this is what he did!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! rawr


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"I'll Never Have Wanted...To Not Have What We Went Through.... Sorry For My Dreams...I Just Didn't Know.....How Long You Could Wait...Doesnt Matter Now"

the gifts you're receiving from me
will be 1. awkward silence
2. hopes you cry yourself to sleep
staying up, waiting by the phone
and all I want this year is for you to dedicate your last breathe to me
before you bury yourself alive

Don't come home for Christmas
you're the last thing I wanna see
underneath the tree
Merry Christmas, I could care

"sometimes love is an addiction, sometimes it hurts like hell, and sometimes you just cant get enough" -unknown.

yeah...its kinda like that

the days and the weeks and the hours go byand the minutes they just fade away ... And I'm missing you every second in time ... And it hurts cause you're so far away ... All tears that I cry when you're not by my side ... And the nights I dream of kissing you goodnight ... Are on my mind ... i want u to put that under that ... the days and the weeks ( Read more... )

If you’re not the one for me ( Read more... )