If you respect what you hate it will cause you to rot inside. If you are too wet you will grow mold. If you fall in love then that love is nonexistent. If you are gay, you really aren't gay. If you are straight you have tendencies(blow jobs included). If you are trendy, you are mainstream. If you are underground you are "too underground". If you ( Read more... )

Not really sure what to say at this point. Life has gone up and down this year. I am slowly but surely growing into the real person I am. I don't try to make people my friends anymore. I either like you or don't like you. Strangely, I am starting to lose alot of hate towards certain people. Maybe that's just a part of growing up. Nevermind then ( Read more... )

Everything is better now. I got a new job I am going to on Thursday. My momma loves me. My dad can go to hell for all I care. I will be paying everything on my own now. Whoever believes in me thank you wherever you are. You know who you are. Especially Jilly Bean. Thanks for believing in me.

Dad called me and said we weren't going to California yesterday. He said that he would call me before he went back to Hilton Head so we could live together. He said that life would get better. He said that my life is too short. He said alot of things. The only thing he didn't say was that most of what he had promised was a lie ( Read more... )

What is the deal with me not liking alot of white boys? Could it be that they are physically inadequate? Could it be that they are all little bitches? Errr, No. But let me just say that I finally met someone who knows how to kiss without knocking his teeth into mine. Which is very discouraging by the way ( Read more... )

So, this girl that I know called me a "Mulberry Bitch" yesterday. I could have gotten mad like I usually do and say something to her or do something else to ruin her life, but the poor dumb girl has it bad already so I let it go. It was strange. This usually does not happen. I guess she kind of realized that I was not the poser she wanted me to be ( Read more... )

God I love this thingy. Jill said she would help me with my background soon so just in case anyone wonders why it changes it's just cause of her majestic piercing magic. Anyways, what have I done today? ABSOLUTELY NOTHING! I am about to go take a shower and clean my bellybutton. I have noticed that since I have quit smoking I have been farting alot ( Read more... )

Sooo yeah, two entries in one day. Anyways! you all need to go listen to this band called Husky Rescue. They are fucking awesome. They switch between male and female vocals and it sounds really pretty. It's like Carolive Lavelle took a hit of acid and started playing country. Go to www.mintyfresh.com and watch for yourself. New song by the way ( Read more... )

What a great day I had today. I had a fight with my mom and then we made up right away. I love my mom. She's so snobby sometimes though. Anyway, not much happening today other than the fact that my dad is in the hospital right now. Heart problems and ulcers. It's nothing new. He always stresses himself out. A gene that I think I inhereted from him ( Read more... )

Here I am again people. How has life been? I have been well. Seen many things. Been backstabbed a couple of times. Started smoking pot again. Big deal right? I figured out alot of things about myself since I joined AA and then left it behind to take on this big world by myself ( Read more... )