If anyone is interested in reading about my life from more recently than last year at some point, my *new* location is:

antisunshine.blogspot.com

P.S.
If you don't like me and are going there to make snide comments on my life, I log IP addresses.

Well kids, I want to cry. My love has decided to get rid of me. But I don't really want to cry...but i do want to cry. I don't know how permanent this getting rid of me is, but it still makes me feel like I have a fist sized hole in the general vicinity of where my heart should be. Also, my ex Chapman decided it would be fun to show up at my house ( Read more... )

The Seether video...the new one...makes me bloody crazy. Stoopid Amy Lee is wearing dumbass...what everybody else wears clothes. And the wings...normally a good thing are just stoopid. I've always wanted to see a couple of rich mega stars wandering through a broken trailer park with matching piercings dragging expensive ass guitars on the ground ( Read more... )

Someone E-mail me or post a comment or something! I grow weary of the constant boredom of having no one new to talk to. dazedposer@shoon.net

Entertain me.

Someone E-mail me or post a comment or something! I grow weary of the constant boredom of having no one new to talk to. dazedposer@shoon.net

Entertain me.

It's raining. And it's not being gentle about it either. My dad may not let me spend the night with my friend alex. :( I've had those plans for a bizillion years. I want to talk to Dale but i doubt it will happen...I feel like I bore him. Do I bore you? Hey, look, hail!! God, it's been raining all freaking day long. It's making me want to run ( Read more... )

I'll probably keep on writing all throughout today. I hope nobody minds. I talked to a new friend of mine last night. It was certainly an interesting conversation. The scars on my arm itch. A lot. Mostly it's the ginormous one that reminds me that I should never ever live in my house past age 18 or make my children think I'm angry at them. I kind ( Read more... )

Last night i had the most awesomely amazing dream ever. The one I truly love (yes, i know i'm "too young" but hey, when you know you know!) was about to marry some disgustingly perfect girl. Big boobs, blonde, bubble head,basically a frat boy's dream. Drunk after one shot. But we got to talking. And holding hands. He remembered how it was a few ( Read more... )

oh wow! Just saw amazing girl. Pale, beautiful cheekbones full red lips and exquisitely applied eye makeup. mmmm what i wouldn't give baby! Yeah, she's hot but deliciously unavailable. Which makes me lust after her even more. Watching thin lines of blood trickle down her stomach and legs and arms, caressing her body...and i've only seen her face! ( Read more... )

Well folks, another day in the life. Yesterday, my screen on my laptop got cracked. Fun stuff. I think i get to see my buddy tonight. very excited bout that