Some things you can never let go. But why would you want to. This is life, and everything that has happened are memories, learning experences, and finding myself. Is it so wrong to not let certian people or memories go? I dont think it is. Sometimes i admit it is necessary. But others not so much. Becasue its the momories that i have that keeps ( Read more... )

I want to find a man that i can sit around and listen to Bob Segar with. Someone thats real manly, ya know? Sits around drink'n a beer dissucing beards and sports.But I don't want a man thats all crazy about money. But he's got to have determination and a sence of humor. And  he'd have to talk alot, but not like the 'get to know you talkin' more ( Read more... )

A lot of things are fucked up as of now. Its crazy how fast things can change. I honestly don't know how im going to keep a high head.
But you know. When shitty things happen, it makes you appreciate  the non shitty things in life. Like the people that make your stomach hurt from laughing so much 20 minutes after your a crying mess. Well at least ( Read more... )

It's been so nice out side. I love everything about it. I could lay in the grass all day using the world as my pillow, each breath sweeter than the last. hah. Nothing could make my life better right now, exept maybe a doobie and someone to listen to my rambaling.  

I want to hop the next train to Nashville to see david. I miss him more than anything lately. He knows about my life and he understands me. He understand that the majority of the time i don't want to talk (with most people). But i can talk for hours with him. I miss laying in his bed telling childhood stories. I miss being drunk dancing in our ( Read more... )

I feel like i have no control of my life as of lately. - I dont like it.

im lovein life.


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Say it again Ray Charles..

"It's 5' a clock somewhere"

Know what im say'n?

i love it.

I broke today. The tears wouldn't stop. Even now feel like i'm on the verge of tears. I've been trying so long to find something worthwhile. Nothings worth while these days. Nothing has a good enough reason anymore. I don't know what the point to my life is anymore. I'm not suicidal, i may sound like it, but i'm not. I've just never felt this alone

Hello 5 o'clock.

i've missed you.

: ).