this will probably be my last entry on here. im up drinking beer and a couple hours away from moving pretty far from here.
just felt like saying hey and see you later,

-m

I'm going to have to climb down and turn off the bedroom light. And there are needs being met and its all over or just starting or just starting to find it's groove. And I still need to turn off the light, then take off my shirt and cover up. I think of the bottle. I think of the men at the bottom, I think of my friend bellow me sleeping and the ( Read more... )

when i die and go to hell i'm gonna tell satan i'm just passing through

-m

today i came home then ran to the bar to take a shot while my mom bought tylenol for disneyland then went to disneyland for my dad's 55th birthday then went to the beach to watch the fires die and say hi to friends then got high while the parents were out of town and looked at their pictures and thought about some of mine then drank water and ( Read more... )

i try to figure out some number when i see her walk in and i throw my head back and look toward her friend and the thunder is almost as loud as the jukebox and shes wearing red and i look at her face as many times as i can between sways and i picture it right in front of mine and i laugh and feel stupid for the girls ive depicted my love to and i ( Read more... )

im in the back seat of a car and it drives through the desert and i remember this dream i had two nights ago where i was talking to a friend but in the middle of our conversation i realize he has all these holes going in and out of his face and they keep forming and with one big hole comes another but were still talking and im trying to play it ( Read more... )

im writing this fast as my fingers can because my computer is really into turning off unexpectedly and ive been cleaning my room for two days now and it took me a total of eight hours i think but its done and the christmas lights are up all around and my new guitar is right behind me and now i think ill have enough money and room to finish buying ( Read more... )

on a skateboard he bought the pennysaver and chocolate today is the day i buy my dog or find that drumset ive been looking for im looking forward to somewhere in space where teenagers grow and some ships pass his house on their way home now all time is lasting as long as the beat hes blasting while the dogs tail wags it all glows around me youre ( Read more... )

got a free ticket to see murder city devils last night. got a little pumped because i used to really like this band when i was a bit younger. but god, i hate shows now. the crowd, the $10 drinks, the crew jackets, and the floor afterwards. not to say that ive been around forever, but punk isnt punk and fun isnt bankruptcy drunk. look for me ( Read more... )

wake up at all these different places all the time and make my way into the streets and through parking lots and sit in backseats because were all already on our way back but before i do ill tell a couple girls how ive loved them since day one and for once i get a hangover but it doesnt seem to stop the way i feel it goes in and out like something ( Read more... )