so this is gonna be a really long post.... one, being that i haven't posted an entry in a while, and two, i'm at work, not really doing much, so i just figured i'd drop a short story of my life on here. so.... for the past couple months i feel like i haven't really done much of anything with my life. so i'm trying to set aside all the things that ( Read more... )

i'm selfish.

ok, so most people are going to laugh at me because of this, but it's ok. i was watching american idol... yes, american idol... a few minutes ago, and an artist by the name of george michael performed. i sat there and watched the entire 2-hour special because every year there's always one group that guest stars on there that i really really like. ( Read more... )

so i'm really lazy and haven't really done much of anything the past couple weeks. i figured i'd just sort of stretch out a bit and relax since i had such a hectic past few months. i think things are finally dying down now. i'm about to start on the new revision. more than likely production will begin tomorrow. i'm hoping to have a layer of the ( Read more... )

it's funny how so many things can change so quickly, and once they've happened, you ask yourself, "How did that just happen?" you can only question it, you can't answer it. and that, itself, can drive you crazy. when sometimes you just want the two that you love the most, and admire in so many ways, to just hold each other and tell each other how ( Read more... )

The review for GTA IV on gametrailers.com pretty much will be the determining video that will sell the game to those that were on the edge of whether or not to buy it. From watching the video I concluded that this is going to be the video game to beat this year. With the release of the full version Metal Gear Solid 4 and one of the most anticipated ( Read more... )

ok, so i took a shot at editing this journal tonight and it's going ok. i'm not gonna say it's going spectacular, cause it's really not. my friends page is completely out of whack, i can't get rid of the ad on the side, my main page nor my friends page will scroll, and then i still have to come up with a design for the background plus the color ( Read more... )

so i plan on revamping this damn thing within the next few weeks. it should be partially revamped tonight hopefully, if i can get that far with it. if not, then possibly some time into the weekend it should have a totally different look and feel to it. i'm gonna try my hardest to get back into web designing. it's a field where i had a lot of ( Read more... )

 so i'm 21 now, and i really can't believe it.  i'm getting older by the second.  it's crazy.  maybe something good will come out of this year.  i'm 21, new year (2008 if no one realized that yet), a new football season to come, maybe some new friends... things could get pretty interesting in a few months.

today i woke up and decided i would become someone else.  i love who i am, don't get me wrong... fat, video game-a-holic, movie watching, chip eating freak... but sometimes i think about what my life would be like if i didn't do all those things, and i did more positive and active things with my life.  what if i wasn't so negative with everything ( Read more... )