In need of change.

Let's try this again, more calmly this time.

Lillian Watson lost her 14 year struggle with cancer yesterday morning. She fought and won against breast cancer and another undetermined type of cancer. But in the end, it was spinal (back) cancer that finally won. She was an amazing, giving loving mother, grandmother, daughter, sister, aunt and friend ( Read more... )

Dear Cancer ( Read more... )

It's tough when those we love are reduced nothing more than boxes of memories.

I've come to a few conclusions tonight.  Time to put those conclusions into action.

PS - Sometimes life hurts and all you can really do is forgive and move on.  While my life may be easier and better sans you, I do still wish you the best and hope you find happiness and peace.  I hold no grudges and all bridges will remain intact.

starting now

I feel rather selfish today.  I'm not sure why I feel this way, but I do know that I dislike it ( Read more... )

annoyed.  just very annoyed.

UPDATE: Less annoyed.  Thinking of moving or becoming a nomad. - Still tired though.

UPDATE:  Chipperness has returned!  Everything will turn out ok!

I dislike when I have to remind myself to have patience.  Anything of worth does not happen overnight, you must work at it continuously to make change happen.  I can't get frustrated when the things I want take time and patience.  The hard journey makes it worth it, makes me appreciate it and makes me stronger.

I think today will be a turning point.  One I've needed, but couldn't really provide for myself.  Sometimes, you just need a little push.  So, intended or not, thanks.