Well i havent updated on this thing for awhile. i guess ive been to caught up in life. School is just about done and im so happy, more happy then i have been for awhile. No more bullshit teachers, bullshit assignments and no more people. Im still searching for a job, i guess god hates me and never wants me to get money. my family is getting really ( Read more... )

It's my brothers birthday today..20:) i was outside all day with my family. doing stuff.. planting flowers, had a bbq. it was.. weird. but good. i got bit by a spider. im fucking pissed lol. im so stuffed and im going to the gym in an hour..blaahhsd oh well i love the gym. Well im done blabbing about apsolutely nothing special..i hope ure all ( Read more... )

Life at stouffville sucks ( Read more... )

Fuck.

School could not be more stressful right now. gah. im getting 50 in math. the mark just wont come up and its pissing me off. no matter how hard i try to get it up. so fuck math. I NEED a job badly.. but i can't find one. Sometime this week or next im going job hunting. The only good news is that me and laura start the gym this week. BIG SMILE ( Read more... )

..He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger ( Read more... )

so to update, last weekend i stayed home thursday night, friday went to lauras with amber, saturday went to shawns house with ppl. got trashed. sunday went to amandas, dyed her hair, then mnday went to the zoo with amanda, steven and megan lol..fun weekend ( Read more... )

I really love john,<3. lol

oh, and P.s, i need money, can someone help me get a part time job somewhere lol or perhaps even a summer job?. anyone know of any places hiring? god i need to find one .

this weekend will be sweet!

<3 peace

I have no urge for human, social, togetherness today. I have that feeling inside wher you know that there is so much going on and there is so much to do that you cant even take a deep breath without some sort of pain. or torture. as if my body is never going to allow me to be happy. the only thing that really sparked my life up was john. he cam ( Read more... )

It's been decided that im going to have to straighten my hair for the rest of my life. Wow i cannot deal with these waves and curles.. wayy to much for my liking. Gah. bad hair days really ruin the day.. not to mention im just in such a low mood. I don't know what i feel like doing.. o wait yes i do! Move into a new house.. somewhere away from here ( Read more... )

Im dying my hair again today... black/blue.. so thats good i guess..lol i just brought in groceries.. and the water jug fell out of the car smashed on the ground and flew all over my leg.. now im all wet. god damn. well anyways. im off to finish homework, and dye my hair.

peace