I hate my dad.
i really want to runaway, move out, get out of this house.
nothing EVER gets better. nothing. im fucking sick of this shit.

i cant even think straight.
i want new everything.

So i discovered this downloader on my computer.. so i have been downloading music. go figure lol. today looks so pretty outside, but if you step outside you are either blown across your lawn. or hit in the face with something.. mm'yes.. that happened to my moms friend. they were outside having a dart and they could see this piece of plastic blowing ( Read more... )

Fuck im so upset right now.. i never thought a situation would come up like this.. i have to come up with excuses because i cant go. and fuck. i have been band from the mall for about 2months so far and i just got asked to come out into newmarket. shop around and maybe hit the mall at the end. and i have to make up an excuse to say no.. i didnt ( Read more... )

Bored as fuck right now... blahhhsds

smoked a fucking joint. then fucking green egged!. i was so wasted omg. i threw up.. strange.. lol never happened before. meh oh well. it was fun at times. anyways. im home now. and tired. and still a little high lol

what are you people doing over the break??

peace out <3

I fucking hate you.
thats all i can say.

im all ready to go out with no where to go.
can i go with someone to chaos tonight? i dont feel like showing up alone..yah. i probably wont go. but i want to.

fuck im so frustrated and annoyed with everything. EVERYTHING. i just want to scream.. god, get me out of this shit hole.

Friday i hated my parents and wanted them to just leave me alone ( Read more... )

Ive officially decided that im going on a diet. im sick and tired of being like this.. and i will be so much happier. and it will jst make things better. ALL things.lol me and laura are going to try and do this lol. and im dying my hair soon. wayy different.. i hope it looks good ( Read more... )

i feel like crap right now.

I cannot wait till summer comes so i can lay in my moms hammick outside and tan all day. im so exhausted. i think i might just go to bed now. i wanted to come on to talk to him. but another day passes and he wont come on. as usual i get happy over something and it crushes and is gone.. i dont know why i try and get happy lol like seriously what ( Read more... )