“I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.”

FIIIIRSST COLLEGE INTERVIEW. I was probably awkward. I couldn't read her at all so I have no idea what she thought of me. But it's probably because we are extremely different people. Really. She hates math (wth?!). She's socially liberal and fiscally conservative (I'm socially conservative and fiscally liberal), and she's never heard of a lot of ( Read more... )

Oh, shoot. I forgot my usual bi-monthly or sooner post ( Read more... )

Some of my friends confuse me. For example, I went to Panera with Seth, Ellen, and Katy who vented about Emily and Carolyn. Then went to the badminton game and then shopping with Emily and Carolyn who vented about Seth, Ellen, and Katy. (Note to self: Remember Ellen's story about getting poked in the eye by a cross-eyed man. Almost peed my pants ( Read more... )

 I just wanna be someone...for somebody. For everyone else. For anyone who needs someone. 'Cos if I'm not, I just feel useless and selfish. So I guess you could say I'm dependent on dependency. Well, that sounds kinda pathetic, but you know. It's just that I get so frustrated when I'm not being the person I want to be. Like I do things ( Read more... )

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Badly, but I feel like it.

This goes out to someone in particular...but not specifically. If that makes sense.

I like hummus. And guacamole. Sometimes together. With pita bread.  Anyway, school is going pretty well. I haven't encountered anything I can't handle yet (in terms of workload/difficulty). Because last year it got pretty bad with the minimal sleep and Monster and presidential outlines. But I suppose that time will come. I've gotten into the habit ( Read more... )

Go to this site and listen to "Heavens to Purgatory". I haven't once been able to listen to it without losing my shit. I love the jumble of synthetic noise, the stream of consciousness lyrics, and the feel-good beat.

Went to a concert two nights ago, which was surprisingly pretty good. And throughout the whole show I had these two thoughts:
1) Why ( Read more... )

I got back from a 2 week United Nations trip yesterday, and I'm still homesick. It might sound kinda lame, but I really got attached to those people in that span of time. And I wasn't the only one, mind you. Well, I didn't get to go to the airport in Philadelphia to say goodbye to everyone (I just took the 2 hour drive home) but i hear some people ( Read more... )

Shoot, i forgot to post anything for the past month. Well, you haven't missed out on much.  Except my birthday and the fact that I can watch rated R movies at strict movie theaters, though I have yet to watch a sex scene on the silver screen. Nay, that opportunity is spared for domestic viewing. Then the week of Satan, aka junior prom preceding the ( Read more... )