i've always tried to be someone of some principle, some standard i always tell myself to keep to, and i'm sure i've deviated from it a number of times in my life, but i atleast saw every situation through and never ran from them, and paid the price for whatever it was, be it money, happiness, or doing something I didn't want to do, because it was ( Read more... )

Jack's just says it all ( Read more... )

can someone please tell me how to stop the ball once its started? its the beginning of the end and I can't do anything to stop it. it feels completely lonely knowing you can't do anything...........................................................

"make this now or never.. hopeless.. see it on my face.. i don't have to take this.."

well here it is already, moving time.. again.. YES YES YES Y-E-FUCKING-S YES! the dude and his fiance (sp?) are moving into a house his dad bought.. rent free.. so i had to find a new joint. moving into a 1bd/1ba.. and the woman will be accompaning me. yup.. i said it.. the woman and i will be living together. wow.. while on the surface it ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before? bought a new car ( Read more... )

well.. I guess its time to update this thing. since my last post I've moved in to my new place. Its soooo close to work its riduclous. its really nice and really quite and so un-white-trashy. My room is bigger then my old room, I've got a much bigger closet (which comes in handy with all my hats) and I've basically have my own bathroom. Its ( Read more... )

this is my last post in my 1st apt... my 1st true life lesson.. my 1st significant attempt at the real world.. i've changed and grown up so much in these 5 yrs and they will be the best 5 yrs of my life. the experiences i've encountered, the friends i've met, the connections i've formed will last a lifetime. my roommates, past and present.. i ( Read more... )

working late at night sucks.. i've been at work since 4pm and suppose to be here until 1am.. ARGGGHH! I'm so bored.. no one has called in over 2 hrs and no one has read the emails I've sent then (cuz i put a "read receipt" on it) and i think everyone has left already, but not everyone told me they have left. ohh.. I'm working inventory right now ( Read more... )

what a marvelous weekend.. drinkin, jet skin, eatin, laughin, swimmin with(out) clothes, and livin life for me and my friends.. this weekend was one of those times that you don't question what life is, you just breathe it in deep and accept it ( Read more... )

the big 25.. the bday turned out to be pretty fun.. softball game was canceled (due to mass amounts of rain that flooded the fields) so i went to pops house for a quick cake and bday singin-to by my pops and sis.. then up to O'neils for some beers.. saw my coz and his gf.. went home to get ready for the night.. headed to wall street.. which turned ( Read more... )