So on my journey to figure out myself last night I had a serious revelation. I am the black sheep of my family. Now that i've come to terms with it I need to learn how to deal with it. I think, for one, I'm going to tell Carol that i'm sick of her criticizing me everytime I come over. If she doesn't like me, that is totally fine, but i'm not going ( Read more... )

You know what? Fuck my couch.
Fin.

I don't even know what i'm doing anymore.

its just so funny really. It's like we are all so afraid of each other, of what other people will think. We are too afraid of love, the one thing that makes us happy. How is it that we are so afraid of the one thing that makes our life worthwhile? i don't want to be afaid of love anymore. life is to short.

having a moment of clarity.
i believe it just must be my lot in life to feel this way.
acceptance i guess.

Are you fucking kidding me...
every time I come into the computer lab, and I dont know how this is possible, I somehow manage to sit by the most amazingly annoying people.

Today, its muscles to my left who is chewing/sucking on hard candy (CRINGE) and doodles to my left who keeps whistling random tunes.

SHUTUP AND LET ME TYPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what is it that I really want here?
Im not happy.

so.
i totallly forgot what i was going to write. I had some kind of epitpahnyabout my life but i'm drink so who know.s who fukcing knows.

i'm leiaving this becuase it's importnant. i am importnatn and i need to rememb er that.

Although I am not really one to talk because I have done the same, I think in this case especially it is ridiculous not to listen to the advice of your closest friends, especially when they all agree that you are only going to end up hurting yourself ( Read more... )

If only you would listen to me, to reason, whatever ( Read more... )