What do you say when you have nothing to say? Nothing. Sad, isn't it? No energy to speak. No will to think. Definitely no strength to believe. Everything and everyone in the past is now gone; moved on. What about me? Where am I now? While everyone moves on, I stay still. Feeling the same insecurity and vulnerability I once felt. It's all too ( Read more... )

Trying to find my words, and it's not like I don't have anything to say. There are plenty of things to say, I'm just so insecure I can't even form a sentence. I don't like this feeling. I think what I'm trying to do is figure out what is actually important enough to say. A lot of times people are just blurting out the first thought that comes to ( Read more... )

I've never been so bored in my whole entire life.

two days i wait for calls to come through
tonight for me translates to yesterday to you
bend and you wave
you're barely away
wish i could say tonight
when you bend and wave goodbye
'take me with you...'

will you be my valentine
if im a world away
apologies are breaking me
constants arent so constant anymore

"ill go crazy if you leave my side" -Dashboard ( Read more... )

my first year is almost over and done with! wow that was fast! i still need to take so many basics though :[ i feel like i got nothing accomplished and i guess there goes my summer bc i want to take as many classes as i can in the summer :/ so much for a job even though i still need one...hopefully financial aid kicks in and i can pay for the apt ( Read more... )

doesnt it freak you out how someone just tells you to listen to a song and once you hear it, the lyrics are eerily exactly the situation you and that person are going through?

here comes goodbye - rascal flatts

fucken meg and dia were in fucken austin and i didnt get to go. then some guy in my study group tells me he went and that they did fucken amazing! wtf. well ive seen them before but dammit! all these awesome super amazing shows have been going on around me and i havent been able to see not even ONE ( Read more... )

whenever a boy dumps me i always get super depressed and emotional ( Read more... )

well its second semester...and i don't know if i've improved at much. school is still a lot of work, friends are still a pain, homesickness has definitely worsened and of course a boy had to ruin the picture. about the only thing i've progressed in is my health. but about this boy, i wouldn't say i was distracted. yet. but he does have me on my ( Read more... )