Good.

At home for two full days now, which has been amazing. Massive quantities of Ali G have been watched. Many bowls have been packed by many a little brother. A lovely boychoir concert has been attended by me and my mom (heh). I've actually felt the Christmas cheer very acutely since I got back, which I wasn't expecting since up until a couple days ( Read more... )

Masculine
You scored 50 masculinity and 36 femininity! You scored high on masculinity and low on femininity. You have a traditionally masculine personality.
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twisted seeping kinetic juxtaposition ( Read more... )

...in in neon-green waves tinted with disastrous glittered black. overtones of disgrace, undertones of restricted heartbreak. .... break? broken? in process of being broken? is it even heartbreak? or just power dynamic being reversed, constantly being reversed? a neverending battle of desires+control+livid distaste+discoloured, vibrant attractions ( Read more... )

why is timing always so fucking off in every situation that matters?

"While sitting, you sit and you are. You are what? You are the breathing. Not only the one who breathes-- you are the breathing and the smiling. It is like a television set of one million channels. When you turn the breathing on, you are the breathing. When you turn the irritation on, you are the irritation. You are one with it. Irritation and ( Read more... )

Being in Seattle is, once again, distressing. Scary how things really never seem to change here. It's as if I never left. I don't know why I keep expecting things to be different. I should know better by now.

It's amazing how much heartache and bullshit people - myself included - will put up with in order to feel like they are worth something.

i understand!!!