Can I just say how tired I am of dealing with this PTSD shit? It's exhausting, quite frankly. I feel as though every little sight, sound, and smell brings back memories nowadays. Yes, I'm on medication for it and yes, I'm going to therapy religiously, but progress just seems to be so slow. It's almost as though I'm living my life in a haze - ( Read more... )

I've come such a long way in the almost 5 years since moving to North Carolina. I've lost weight; adopted 2 amazing furboys, Jasper and Loki; willingly sought therapy and treatment for my PTSD; joined a professional engineering sorority; gone on adventures; made friends to last a lifetime; and now, the world is ahead ( Read more... )

Fandom: The Mentalist
Title: I'm Stretched So Thin
Author: wolfseer
Genre: Hurt/comfort; romance if you squint
Rating: T
Summary: She told him to go, and he did. That doesn't mean he never came back.
Notes: Tag for 2x03, Red Badge; companion piece to Stretched So Thin, this time in Lisbon's POV. I wrote SST first, liked it as is, but the idea of writing it ( Read more... )

Fandom: The Mentalist
Title: Stretched So Thin
Author:wolfseer
Genre: Hurt/comfort; slight romance if you squint
Rating: K+
Summary: Tag for 2x03, Red Badge. It didn't sit well with him, leaving just like that. She'd asked it of him, true, but since when had he ever simply obeyed unless it suited him?
Notes: I felt as though Lisbon was pushing him away out ( Read more... )

I'm writing! For fun! I haven't done so in a very long time. I owe Avengers a nod for triggering the creative juices. That, and Tom Hiddleston. For whom I would totally kneel, dirty implication intended. ;)

Ahem.

Anyway, been writing for the past two hours. Nothing linear, and nowhere near ready to be posted anywhere, but lots of brainstorming, ( Read more... )

Another term has come and gone! Usually, it feels like the Spring term lags and summer will never arrive, but this time it just flew by. I turned 26 in March, which was also when I visited the Wizarding World in Orlando for the second time, and when The Hunger Games hit the big screen. I still maintain that it was the best book-to-movie translation ( Read more... )

I have an interview at the local BestBuy on Monday at 3 o'clock! Eeeeeeee so excited! I need this job, badly, and since the other places I applied to I don't really shop at, I hope this one works out. Employee discounts FTW ( Read more... )

I have the writing itch back in full. I need to write something. Probably Pirates of the Caribbean fic, because that's what I've been immersing myself in lately. I can hear Jack, Will, and Elizabeth's voices in my head. They need to be put to paper. Trouble is, I don't have a plot. Ugh.

Are there any POTC LJ comms that offer prompts? Maybe dabbling ( Read more... )

Since I no longer actively participate in any fandom forums, I find myself with endless amounts of free time that I'm not entirely certain how to occupy. I spent four hours at the local park today, hiking and exploring with Jazz. Whilst it was fun, I can't do this every day, especially when the air quality leaves a lot to be desired.

I was doing ( Read more... )

I got my first piercing today! It's a little aquamarine flower in my upper ear (cartilage). Pic:

( my first piercing )