I'm feeling: disappointed...sad...hopeful...excited...and I'm thinking that some people are mad at me, but this could all very well just be some ploy for attention.I've been digging at the ground like a dog, hoping to find some bone of attention. I dont know if I've gotten recognition.

I'm hoping: That the future holds as much as I can aspire to ( Read more... )

School ends up being suck. Of course. And I was in a not good mood most of the day. I sucked at History, but apparently did well. I skipped drama 'cause I didnt feel well, and Nat talked me into going to Speedway with Andrew and Luke. So, we did. Then Andrew dropped us off near Ruth's. Then we were indecisive. So, we went to Shawn's. We hung out ( Read more... )

Today has been absolutely great. Not so much the school aspect of it, but everything else. Nat and I went with Shawn to Speedway and then to the park and to her house and then home and then Nat and I talked fer a while and then watched Gilmore Girls, then went on a walk for an hour down Trees and it was lovely and it's so beautiful.running with ( Read more... )

I'm annoyed. I got my hair cut. It's OK. I dont know.

I'm sick of people making everyone feel bad for them. I'm sick of it. ...... yeah.
what the hell.

family.
I love them. but GOSH.
make me scream, huh.

Sick sick sick.

and I want some pizza. or something.

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I miss Bryan.
My blood sugar went way down when I found out that Nat was in a wreck. She's ok though.
I brought Emmy an Easter basket, since the Easter Bunny skipped her house, and some drugs since we both have the flu. So, I'm here, and I'm staying the night, I dont care what my mom says.
Thank you Jesus for keeping my Nat safe.

Well, when did I last right? How was I feeling? All right, I suppose. Thursday-school- was tramatic. Yes, indeed. But, then it wasnt. I went to Bryan's that night. And I met his dad. EKU, not gonna happen, sorry sir. We ordered pizza, and it was good. I ate all the onions off the entire pizza. And then we watched movies, and I went to sleep around ( Read more... )

so I fucking guess it's another day.

I fucking hate hate hate it when people treat me like shit, or just fucking ignore me...and there's no fucking reason to treat me like shit.uuugh.

Fuck.

And I miss my home.

Fuck again.