dear everyone ( Read more... )

Today sucked ( Read more... )

i broke up with steven.
he didnt take it well
it was kind of horrible
but im glad i did it
he and i are still on talking terms i think
i told him that i wouldnt fall in love with anyother guy
but im afraid i may
help?

i am currently laying in bed
i havent eaten anything today
i already went to church and im back in pjs
i am having a mental breakdown
i feel like going for a run
i miss texas
i miss the music
i miss you all
im tiried of saying i

clingy
comes over every night to say good night
irrationally in love
completley not listening to me
no sex til marrage
wants to take me to prom
then keep relationship if he stays in cali for college

i give it two weeks MAX

my boyfriend is driving me insane
he is sosos clingy
and things are going to fast
what should i do

yayayayay
death cab for cutie is coming to san diego
yayayay
im happy
and i love steven

the past two nights have been fantabulous.
and i really really like him.
you would too
if you met him.
<3

ive fallen hard for this one.

im a mess.