why am i incapable of being alone ( Read more... )

i need to decide if i want to be in brooklyn or in los angeles.

i have absolutely no idea how to make such a decision. can someone please give me some guidance?

in a tiny message printed on the tiny screen of my phone a smile will remain on my face all afternoon, and it amazes me that someone so far away (not only physically, but emotionally) could be capable of eliciting such a reaction.

i hope things are about to get very interesting.

Finish the sentence ( Read more... )

i was just propositioned with the line "have you ever seen a 56 year old man naked... would you like to?"

i really wish i knew what it means. i guess nothing, though maybe something, though it doesn't really matter either way. i like being vague, but also broad. i guess maybe its just how i feel about a lot of things... but i'm alright with inconclusiveness ( Read more... )

college graduate?

oh yeah. that's me.

back in LA. for two weeks. feeling like my bed is really big. and really empty. and this house has none of my friends in it. crap.

i can't even seem to find the words.

i wasn't lying when i told kevin sometimes the only thing you can rely on people to do is let you down.

i should have gotten used to this by now. right?

you smell like cigarettes and boy.

i like it.

we frolicked in the snow tonight... taking pictures of this weird toy that kate has that makes an amazing noise when you shake it... it made snow angels next to olivia and even though the snow got into our eyes... there was something incredibly amazing about all of it. we even got security to take a picture, in between giving someone an open ( Read more... )