I wish everything was exciting again, I wish routines didn't always become so unpleasant. I always want to be learning and doing new things.  I want to have a solid plan, and i want some things to be certain.. but you do need excitement. i just wish i could find something that interested me or at least paid me well so i could do things that i want ( Read more... )

naaaaaaked babies and hamburglerrrrrrrrrrrrs
I'm going to the gym tomorrow to play on the ginourmous playground and climbing wall thing they have there :D I am beyond excited EEEE!

I am lonely and Dan won't talk to me and i hate it. is this how it's gonna be if i move out there? because i don't really need that.

My legs are sore and i've been living ( Read more... )

 My dad saw the tattoo on my arm today and has been giving me the silent treatment ever since. hooray ( Read more... )

woohoo  i am in Calgary.. I love it here,but i do not love that my mister is not here :(. I MISS DAN ( Read more... )

Hoooraaaaah for I am leaving for Calgary on Sunday and I get to drive halfway there.. I think I'm gonna have to compile some tunes or else i'll probably end myself. suggestions ( Read more... )

i'm so bored. i just finished alisha's christ fest present. it's fun. i want my own picture album. i want to be a pirate. then i could just be drunk and hunt kraken's and be merry. blah 

I wish you were around all the time

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So jackass was supposed to call me when he got to brandon later this eve. but nwo they're not even stopping in Brandon which  is a gay load of shit. it pisses me off. even though i know it's out of his control.. at least i'm pretty sure anyways who knows.  I can't even see him till my birthday/Corpse.. i dont want to wait a month to see my fucking ( Read more... )

Hoorah.. for the past like.. week i've been fucked up eveaary day.. not really dependent on anything in a sense apart from not being sober. blargh.. but sexypants did ask me out i suppose. i'm happy about that but i feel weird actually dating someone.. it's really.. i donno.. good but scary at the same timebut i like him lots and lots. we went out ( Read more... )

My adventure of Dan-lyness was good.. I was really shy the whole time tho which i kind of regret but it's kind of a hard thing to control.. i drank on the bus before i got off and it helped a litttttle wee bit.. he is cute. his eyes curl up into little squinty cute.. eyes.. when he smiles it's precious. and his dick is pierced:P baahahaha.. lovely ( Read more... )