Today has been better. Just needed time to gather myself, too much has been going on lately I feel scrambled. I just finished filling out my ACC application and am going to go get a money order, transcript and hand them in. woohoo.. now all I need is a new job. I don't appreciate working everyday and compensating for people who decide to not show ( Read more... )

 le bad day.

my alarm didn't go off until i was supposed to be AT work.. Dan and I broke upshortly after... got sexually harassed by an old army man.. I have a cold, allergies, and death cramps.. wooopdy dooooooooooo

I don't even know anymore. i want you here. but it's not gonna happen. i don't like crying and i don't like watching you eyefuck everything that walks by like i'm not even there. i hate being the one that gives a shit moreso than the other. i'm pretty sure that's not right, but i don't wanna let go and not find out.. ohhhh decisions. it seems quite ( Read more... )

Exodus on monday.. was seriously the best thing i've ever seen/been part of.. I am injured but it is very worth it.. front and center the whole time.. my groin, legs, back, and neck are all fucked but it is pleasant.. muahaha! I'm going to pee myself. teehee

 I know bad shit's happened to you bud but you don't need to get yourself into that. you know what it does to people, you've seen it first hand. no one wants to see your life go up your nose. you shouldn't either.

Friday was a loooooong day. after work kayla, alisha and I walked up to warlock at about 4.. i sat there waiting for 2 hours i was supposed to get my pirate ladies FINISHED originally but that sure didn't happen.. althought it does just look a lot better shaded in.. it looks pretty but tis only a tease! anydoodle these really annoying manly girls ( Read more... )

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    Today was good, busy and long but good.  I'm really sore. and I am losing weight. hoorah i suppose. I don't really mind being a fattie it keeps the dicks away.  anydoodle. today was lovely, i love the ladies i work with they're awesome. April is my favorite woman ever! haha. 
   Last night on the otherhand was not so good for me. I'm not sure ( Read more... )

 I am drinking milk. it is tasty.  I called in sick for work today for the first time, i woke up at 6 and barfed my empty guts out. and my insides feel like they are being ripped up. doom. uh...  there's been a bunch of crazy army folk running around downtown with rifles, it's weird. makes you feel like you're in a warzone.  it's sunny out today ( Read more... )

I need to make a lot of decisions relatively soon. I miss you so much .. I just wish you would come HERE.. even just for a while. i can't afford to pay rent.. and go to school at the same time.. pay insurance/gas(or bus tickets) pay for food blah blah blah.. there is absolutely no way. I don't even know what i want to do but i have to do something ( Read more... )