its official. guys are stupid. but whatever. he has no idea what he is missing ( Read more... )

im sick of your fucking shit........I FUCKING HATE YOU. dont bother calling...dont bother with anything. I HATE YOU

Two DAYS!! yes. I finally will get to see Anne, Mandy, Al, and all the girls! Im excited.

I hate packing. Its taking SOOO long. And I have to move in by myself. MY parents are taking Alec to U of NW Ohio for his orientation. SO that means I'm all alone. Ryan said he would help. But I'm sure he will forget, not answer his phone, or make other ( Read more... )

yesterday brando and I went to the beach. It was bea u tiful! we were standing in the water and mr. stalker came up to talk to us..grooosss. haha. The entire time i was standing there I was comparing everything about him to someone else. interesting..huh ( Read more... )

talked to ryan for the first time in a few days...probably not the greatest idea. I was finally feeling good again, and now im all yuck again. i guess maybe I just really miss being around him, he makes me laugh...miss that. well i guess on the 25th ill probably be able to see him.
well gotta go,
going to caseville

well. it sucked. just an update. obviously I let certian people ruin things that they shouldn't. gr ( Read more... )

well...its tomorrow. im deathly afraid its going to suck and ill be dissapointed in people...esp. that boy. i know he forgot..and it hurts. i dont care about gifts, just the thought that counts. i thought about him and got him amazing gifts. owell.
just want a good one...plus, 20 sucks. its no fun

what do you do when you feel like you are not important to anyone? i try so hard, i tried so hard. can't people just say "no I don't want you" instead of trying to make things sound better then they are? is it really selfish of me to want you, you are like my best friend, plus more. im sad. that sums it up. im just sad. I feel like i'm not good ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHH this blows

things get old after awhile...i cant do this anymore...get me back to where i want to be...to where you are