So I haven't updated this in a while, but I though since this weekend I had, I needed to update. A lot has happened in the past few weeks I guess you could say. I don't really update because I don't really check this thing ( Read more... )

So I haven't been on this thing in forever switched to myspace blogging actually. Or Facebook notes ( Read more... )

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Okay so it's been a while sort of since I've updated so here are the two plans I have...1st sememster at LCC then move to Pittsburgh in December finish 2nd semester at WCCC then attened the art institute of Pittsburgh or Finish two years here at LCC then move to Santa Barbara and attend Brooks institute of Photography so I dunno what I'm going to ( Read more... )

I honestly just don't know what to believe anymore. I'd wait until I died for this kid but he doesn't give a shit about me. Thats what this world has come to a girl would do and give just about anything for a guy but gets nothing in return why can't he just stop listening to everybody else and tell me what he thinks thats all i ask is that too hard

I'm moving in December just thought i'd tell you all now and tell you all i'll miss you

So today I did a lot. I woke up at 5 after only four hours of sleep. Put on a swimsuit walked out to a sandbar in the ocean which was very cold at 6 in the morning and took about 200 pictures for this calander. Then went had breakfast and so on but the danger started when we went parasailing. Our appointment was at 8:30 we went out we were going ( Read more... )

I'm not writing in this anymore nobody ever comments

So I leave in one week for Pittsburgh, Ocean City, and Washington D.C. You could say I'm excited. Really I am for certain reasons, but all I know is when I'm there I'll just wish that I could stay there when I know that I cannot. I work when I'm in Ocean City, Modeling but it honestly is still work it may sound fun or easy but laying in the hot sun ( Read more... )

I'm just so sick of being alone and unwanted when will this end