where do I go from here?

[pixiefae]

I don't know what to do. I know I have to find a job in order to get out of debt with the bank, whether I move home or not, and things at home are really dysfunctional, but I really do hate things here sometimes. I can't even use the bathroom late at night without getting yelled at. Do I even have a life at all? I feel like I have no life at

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[stay4evrsweet]

Sometimes, I feel the same way myself. It's like you have nowhere to go. You hate the family and love the boyfriend, but can't depend on the boyfriend sinice he's unable to take care of himself also. It's hard to accept, but we're actually more dependent upon our families than we would like to believe. I know, I hate to say it myself. I'm still living at home cause I have no where else to go. I don't have enough money to move out on my own, i can't always run to my boyfriend's place, and living here makes me crazy. Somehow though, we all force ourselves not to care. My advice would be for you to just go home. Keep reminding yourself that your parents are only over protective cause they love you. After all, you are their child. If they didn't love you, then they wouldn't want you back home right? If you truly don't believe that, then just tell yourself that right now, at this moment, they're able to provide you with shelter, which is all you need from them. When your parents talk shit to you, then just ignore it. Don't

[pixiefae]

Hi. I know that there were more comments up here. I hope you don't mind that I deleted them. There was just some stuff that I said that I decided I would rather not post. Anyways, you have been really helpful to me, and I really apriciate it. I have kept in mind all of your words and hope that this goes well. Thanks.