Ok, you know the deal. Today I'm either pissed, depressed, or stressed. Well, right now I am just angry. I'm angry at everything. I'm angry at people. So I guess that would fall into the catagory of being pissed. Ok, first of all I don't know what's going on with David now. He says something good will happen and it turns out to be total and ( Read more... )

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I am so friggin' bored today. It's one of those days where you know you have stuff to do like cleaning and stuff, but you just don't want to do it, and therefore, yur bored! Anyways, today is my second day without cigarettes and I think I am doing so well considering that I smoke just about every day. Anyways, when am I going get a friggin' job ( Read more... )

Well, it's been a pretty hard week for me. Between the abortion date getting closer and closer and the whole ryan and david thing. It was a hard decision, but I decided to stay with David and keep the baby. I think it's wrong to get an abortion and I was getting kinduv tired of ryan anywayz and I think he's getting tired of me too. He lied ( Read more... )

I just offically broke up with David today. Ignored his IM's, ignoring his phone calls, no more strings attached. I just don't feel sorry anymore and I'm not going to take his crap anymore. He always gives me this guilt trip everytime I try to break up with him. Believe me, it's been like this for about six months now. I mean, I just don't ( Read more... )

Ever since I moved back home, it's been hard to see David, being that he has this social/panic anxiety problem...anyways, I'll get strait to the point: I've been seeing my ex for about a week now, and we just got intimate recently. I feel so bad about it. I kinduv want to break-up with David and see if things will work out with my ex again...I ( Read more... )

geez..it's been long since I've written...I just think the internet is too depressing sometimes and I'm eventually being drawn away from it...but I'll still write though, 'cause writing's good fer me, and umm...yeah ( Read more... )

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I miss David ( Read more... )