I want pizza...haven't had that in a while...

when do I ever get to go out today so I can possibly write about something else than the sad, depressing life I live?

Seriously...I'm sick of it...

I have made my ultimate desicion. I am going home, I have found a way to pay off my bank debt, I am getting a job, I am getting an abortion, and I am taking a break from David and his redneck father. I think things will be alright at home. My dad has started introducing himself as "dad" rather than "my father" on my message machine, and my mom ( Read more... )

ok, the test said negative, now I take it again, and it's positive...what the fuck ( Read more... )

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I had panic attack today. I haven't had one in years. Well, it was a good thing David was there to help me and stuff. I think I should go for a little walk right now, y'know, clear my mind and get out of the house. I better do it soon before David's dad gets home, considering that if I stay here, I'll be spending another weeknend doing nothing ( Read more... )

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I don't know what to do. I know I have to find a job in order to get out of debt with the bank, whether I move home or not, and things at home are really dysfunctional, but I really do hate things here sometimes. I can't even use the bathroom late at night without getting yelled at. Do I even have a life at all? I feel like I have no life at ( Read more... )

I haven't written due to having the most fun weekend of my life...at home. David's dad got his truck fixed and left for his trip after all. Throughout the whole house it was just me and David all weekend. His grandma was nice enough to buy us plenty of food for the weekend, and I finally felt at peace and that I didn't have to worry about ( Read more... )

OK, so David's dad leaves at 4:00am for his camping trip, and I think, YEEESSS!!! I won't see him again until MONDAY! But THEN, at 4:00pm he comes home, the same time he comes home from work everyday, the time of the day I dread and wish never comes, but he did, he came home at four. I thought he was only comming back to pick up the rest of his ( Read more... )

I got another call from a place about a job at Starbucks, and I have an interview tommorrow for a restaurant at 2:00pm...I hope I get the job, it's a position in management. Man, I gotta go all the out to Dublin tommorrow...ack...well, anyways, finally I have something to look forward to: The weekend! yeah! David's dad and sister are going ( Read more... )