Doom... well if you need help with job searching ive been a huntin.. and im more then willing to help, like with resumes and applying places and all of that stuff.
I don't really have a choice in the matter. I'm going to have to get a non-surgical abortion, which is safer than a surgical abortion. I feel really shitty and selfish for doing this, but I don't know what else to do. I'm not ready to have a kid yet. David can't even take care of himself let alone a kid, and I really don't want to have to get on welfare or go to a homeless shelter when I don't have to. I already told my dad, and he's not going to tell my mom, because she already is going through a lot of stress right now, so I should just go home. He's not mad at me and not going to kick me out. Anyways, I know I could always put the baby up for adoption, and it would be the most selfless thing I could do: carry a baby for nine months and then give it away to a more finacially stable family, but I'm sorry, I don't even have money or medical insurance to take care of myself while I'm pregnant, not to mention having the baby alone would cost money. Also, I can't live knowing I have a child out there that I will never see or
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You know... in the end, you'll make the right decision. No one else can tell you what to do. I think I agree with your decision about the abortion though.
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