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Have you ever had one of those depressing days where you just feel trapped in the house and have nowhere to go? Yeah, I feel like that all the time, but today, it's really gotten to me. I almost feel like I'm suffocating here. Well, that's all I have to say today.

I noticed that my moods and feelings change a lot. This morning I felt relaxed. This afternoon, I felt rushed. Late afternoon, deeply depressed. And now, I'm fine. Today was a very stressful friday. First I had to get the laundry done before 3:30, and then I rushed over to the mall to see a guy about a job, only to find out that he had "just ( Read more... )

I HATE EVERYTHING I AM AND EVERYTHING I DO. AND IT'S ALL YOUR FUCKIN' FAULT!!! TO ALL YOU PEOPLE IT'S WRONG!!!! EVEN WHEN IT FEELS RIGHT. I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE. I'M TIRED OF BEING CRITIZIZED BASED ON STUPID, ILLOGICAL ASSUMPTIONS ( Read more... )

I've decided that I'm going to relax today. I need it. I've been feeling so stressed out lately that I sometimes feel like I'm going insane. Just the other day I think I had somewhat of panic attack. I don't know if it was suppossed to be one, but it sure did feel like one, and it scared the shit out of me. So I went for a walk today, and ( Read more... )

Not much happened today. I just haven't really had anything special to say lately. I mean, you don't really have much to write about or do when yur stuck in the house all day and STILL don't have a job after five weeks of looking. Once I got two interviews in the same day, and I still didn't get either job. This economy sucks. It's pretty ( Read more... )

ahhh...I'm just bored today...


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Okay, well, I've decided that I've got to talk about something sometime...David was having one of his panic attacks again, and I have been worried and concerned about him all day. I thought he was getting much better, but then his friggin' father started it up again. Hmmm, it always seems that every time he has a panic attack his dad is mad at ( Read more... )

Since I still don't have much to write(I may also just be a little uncomfertable letting out all my feelings online just yet). I think I will make up a new style for this journal. I know there is only so much you can do with a free account, but I will try anyways. Hopefully I can come up with something that's a little more me...

Ok, well, I have started this online journal today, and already I have a new friend =) Now she can read this whenever...

Well, I don't really have much to say today, actually, so here's some quiz results...yea quizzes!


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