i try so hard to understand peggy. really, i do. i write and i pray and i listen and i ask questions when i dont get it...and i STILL see her as stuck up, opinionated, rude, insensitive, and ignorant. she is officially one of the most hurtful people ive ever met. i kno that sounds horrible and unlikely because she is a foster parent, but its how i ( Read more... )

testing.. testing... 123... testing...

there is something living in my closet!!! i kno its there, but no one else thinks it is. watever it is, its screaming and making a lot of noise. i cant find it tho. i think its a bat in the side attic, but i found mouse droppings up there too the other day... that would have to b a pretty big mouse to make all that noise! it has to go ( Read more... )

wow, i havnt written in here in quite a while... so yea, jeremy and i are doin really good. we're super close and i have a lot of fun with him even more than before. this is the first time we've ever really talked about our future. its kewl. we talk about where we'll go to college and possibly getting married and lots of stuff like that. i love him ( Read more... )

so me and sony broke up today just like an hour ago.... im pretty, well, devestated. i really like him and i care about him a lot, but im so in love with jeremy still. i told sony all about it. hes upset but he thinks that its best that we arent together now. its hard. i didnt want to lose him, but he doesnt want to talk to me or b around me for a ( Read more... )

today was a crazy day.... me n sony broke up cuz i still love jeremy to death. jer and i are in the process of gettin back together which is awesome, but now i need to work on keeping up a good friendship with sony. hes awesome, but i had to tell him how i felt about jeremy...he understands but its hard for him to deal with. i feel bad, but i think ( Read more... )

its been a while since i updated my journal, so i thought now would b a good time to do so since i wasnt doin anything else ( Read more... )

im in a very calm mood... ppl said i looked really depressed today, but i was like no, im just calm. it may b from some underlying depression due to events that have recently occured, but at least im not like all angry and hostile about it.
i dont have much time to update cuz i have counseling soon, but ill do some more tonight.

i havnt written on here in a while... been busy i guess even tho ive done absolutely nothing lately ( Read more... )

sony called me today at like 4. he starts college on monday. he has drill all this weekend and he'll b busy moving too and getting all his books that he still hasnt gotten yet. i prolly wont get to talk to him till monday, but hes gonna try to stop by on sunday night before he leaves for iowa city. its only an hour away, but it seems so far. thats ( Read more... )