i'm so easily irritated lately. i don't get it.

well now i don't know what to do with myself...

flying out to North Carolina to visit Chelsea, Arjay, and and new baby Delilah who was born last night!


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i really miss looking forward to the 4th of July.


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i seriously can't wait to move out on my own. i have to hide things in my room so that they don't use it. i have to hide my more expensive and milk-less bread in my room because even though there is an entire loaf of their bread (that contains milk), they (or justin) use aaaaaall of my bread. and i am out of luck if i want to make myself a sandwich ( Read more... )

i finally told him last night that i don't trust him, and why. i didn't get a response back. but i'm glad i said it.

all i want is to be free, and i just keep getting more and more constricted.

so tomorrow i start the routine of waking up at 4 am to go to work. i'm really really going to miss having the place to myself during the day. the freedom to run errands or sit around and watch tv in peace. makes me think about getting my own place someday. maybe i'll be making enough now to do that. since i'll be working full-time, i'll be making ( Read more... )

Heather and the kids made brownies last night. Then they licked the batter off the whisks. They make me feel alive.


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somehow, this morning i put my rice milk carton on top of the fridge... heather found it around 8 tonight. that was the weirdest thing i've ever experienced. kinda scary too.