Well, my levels of confusion have hit an all time high and im so unprepared. This last week has been an emotional overload and I've been to dying to put atleast something into words and out of my head. I back from germany a week ago today, and my whole family has been a little jet lagged. I woke up at 1:00AM that first tuesday morning and finding ( Read more... )

If i only knew if what you were thinking today. What were you thinking today? The way you asked, and cautiously lead us through the mine field. Did you only take my hand because your sisters hand was clasped in my left? Or would you have led me regardless? Just what were you thinking today? It's awfully considerate of you to look out for her. And ( Read more... )

I am too emotionally active to turn to my homework and submit to a quite and productive sunday afternoon ( Read more... )

side note: my english teacher thinks im self-destructive...

I'm so much older this week than i was last week ( Read more... )

gymnastics is a love hate relationship. Can't live with it and i can't go without it. It makes me so angry how little people understand about this. I hate going to the meets and thinking "Wow there is no way that little less-than-a-minute routine could accurately illustrate all the work and all the life that this girl has poured into this... She ( Read more... )

So this next semester looks pretty good with the exception of no more Mira and Adam in my day. The silly studyhall people split us up. Oh and i have swimming first period, so if you are having trouble breathing maybe I can save your life mouth to mouth rescue breathing! hooray ( Read more... )

I'm dazed and content...

It's late and i have one more final tomorrow
but i have so much to say regarding gymnastics and how it feels to be flying
that and about competeing and the lack of it
my life lacks the jonathan it used to hold and its kinda pathetic
nadia is still one of my angels and i'll try to remeber that

I feel all angsty and restless and this feeling is amplified by something corporate in my ears. Christmas is coming and im not quite sure yet why this but me on an uneasy edge. Saw a movie with Shanna last night. I love her, she just makes me feel soooo much better because I know she knows me. She knows me... knows me so well. Thank goodness for ( Read more... )

"the city is still breathing but barely its true ( Read more... )