i had fun even if it wasn't a majorly eventful trip. i got to spend ( Read more... )

I WILL BE IN CALIFORNIA TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fuck this cold weather, it's totally killing me. fuck work, fuck school, fuck stupid girls, fuck jackets and gloves. fuck dry skin and goosebumps. i am a little nervous, but...
cali-fucking-fornia, here i come!!!!

"So take me from winter, seeing as how it's misery.
I'll live with the madmen there ( Read more... )

i've always had a little trouble getting to know new girls or just making friends with girls. that seems strange, i know, since i went to an all girls high school. but outside of that it's damn tricky. i can't really explain it, but i'm sure other girls know what i'm talking about. after graduation a few of my good girl friends stopped talking to ( Read more... )

so here's what i spotted in the journal of the guy who took photograph's of me yesterday ( Read more... )

so about a month ago there was a post on the alchemy community that a guy was looking for models for a photography project. so what the hell, i emailed him and said if he couldn't get anyone else i'd do it. not that i have any experience what-so-ever, but it could be an exprience in itself. i didn't think he'd actually accept my offer ( Read more... )

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i can't help but dream of sunny california. just 10 more days! i can't believe it. i hope my knee is mostly better. i don't care if it's exciting, just as long as i get some warm weather, a walk on the beach, lotsa pictures, and a cute little slip from some shop on melrose ( Read more... )

i had an appointment with the orthapedic surgeon and he examined my knee. for those who don't know, i dislocated my knee cap when i twisted it, almost 2 years ago. i was standing while rocking a baby. he was screaming and squirming and i felt myself losing my balance. split second thinking made me realize i could NOT drop this baby even if it meant ( Read more... )

( i have kissed someone... )

so i wanted to make a grand entrance to nick's party on friday night. so i showed up without a word to anyone all day. already smashed. it was exciting showing up at the crowded house, and being greeted with spasmatic squeals and knock-over hugs. it felt so good to be so loved. and that was my whole goal. to find out if my presence had been missed ( Read more... )