well, today was decent. nothing too bad that i can recall. then i was sitting on my bus at the middle school, and danny ran up to my window. so i got off and talked to him for a minute. i want to adopt him, hes so adorable ( Read more... )

jessy and sean brought haleigh over today. and i finished my roll of film on her.

and they brought pictures of me and sam and haleigh, so i scanned them. the first one is my favorite. <3


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i wanted to wake up around 10:30, but nope. its ok though, i woke up at 11, and im all dressed and such. jessy and sean are bringing haleigh over. w00t. i wanted sam to be here, but i dont even think hes in pound ridge anymore. oh well. i doubt hed come over anyway ( Read more... )

omg, i cant stop eating. im so full. i feel like im going to explode, but i just cant stop. and now im going to gain 675576 pounds and get fat again. ah. im gonna have a nervous break down.

-kristen.

i went downstairs to get some water, and samuel walked in the door. :D but he just came in to say hi, which is sad. but its ok. because i got to hug him and kiss him and stuff. yay, im all happy now. maybe ill go dance around and burn off the 500ish calories i just consumed.

lover,
kristen.

i didnt know they made koala animal crackers. its really cute. <3

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lover,
kristen.

i got my food. i wanted some of that 'cookies & ...' shit, but i couldnt find it. so i got gummy bears, gummy cherries, animal crackers and oreo cookie bars with peanut butter cream. gee, i wont be fat when im done eating all of this. i was gonna try another yogurt flavor, but there were these two hispanic guys who worked there standing in front of ( Read more... )

i have to take a shower. i need to go to the store and buy food. yes, junk food. oh well.

last night, sam told me to go to sleep so i could wake up early and we could talk. well, that was a nice talk i had with myself.

yeah, im gonna get clean now.

lover,
kristen.

i called sam, and we talked for a little while. and it was nice. no fighting or anything. i feel kind of weird talking to him though. it feels different. and im kind of afraid. im afraid to say exactly what im thinking, because i feel like ill say something stupid without realizing it, and hell get mad and break up with me or something. oh well. ( Read more... )

daddy bought me new yogurt. his dumb health food yogurt. he always tries to replace all the food i actually eat with something from his stupid health stores. health store food tastes like BAD. if i want to eat shit, im going to eat shit, no matter how much healthy stuff you buy me. let me be a kid and eat junk food. up until a few years ago, he ate ( Read more... )