Untogether

[pixiemeat103]

The internet is so full of somebodies that it's very easy to hurt a person without meaning to at all. And I swear hand on heart I never meant to poke around at anyone's wounds or dance on anyone's toes. I understand first hand how you feel and I'm really sorry. I hope everything's ok.

Comments

[ex_gtm]

Don't let the bastards grind you down. Or something like that anyway.

And don't give up!

[pixiemeat103]

It's not really giving up...it's just not for me. I hated the feeling of people watching me and waiting for me to mess up... yukky.

[ex_gtm]

Yeah, I see your point :(

[theronster]

Well Luce I thought you played just fine.

You didn't make any mistakes that I could notice, and you seemed to be having fun.

And I WAS listening to you, so there.

[rudedoodle]

I agree, it was very 'first gig-y', but I've always been too shit scared to be in a band, so I admire your guts.
I always preferred hiding within the school orchestra. Then I could mime the bits that I found too hard.

[misslucifer]

sorry i couldnt be there luce, nasty work called me in (at 6.30AM!!). Im sure you were great though, dont let nasty people put you off. Breeze through work while thinking about lovely boys and the bunny dance xx

[_catface_]

DO NOT LET WHATEVER DISAPPOINTMENT OR IRRITATING GITS THAT WERE THERE STOP YOU

[pixiemeat103]

:) what a glorious rant! it made me feel dirty though. and i was too scared to look up in case i caught any eyes. and i didnt get a rush of anything....just a rush to the bar for liquid courage.

[_catface_]

i think thats a natural thing though. unless your someone born with a heart that adores attention and can honestly believe "screw anyone who doesnt like me or what im doing" and personally i think such a person is like a unicorn. i mean i doubt i'll ever be able to look at anyone from stage - i cant even walk along the street with my head up for fear of looking at people! and from memory i didnt get a buzz for the first few times i played, but it does come eventually! hence why im STILL trying to get bands going, even jokey laugh about ones! im not saying there wont be another bad gig if u keep at it, infact i can promise u there will be, but the good ones make up for them. and getting into a gig for free cos ur in the band can never be a bad thing ;)

[pixiemeat103]

ideally what i want to happen is to keep playing with the guys til Im certain i know what im doing and maybe write some stuff with them. I dont care if they want to get someone else in to play gigs but i do care if i dont get to play anymore. Meh who knows
:)

gig schmig

[x_tk421_x]

we don't want anyone else. you started this thing and you did fine! don't worry i'm really pissed off at that snide wee bitch too, (more cause she treated me like shit on the pavement than anything she said), i'm sorry bald hats and ELC instruments arn't cool enough for her who's who image. but there'll always be one asshole at every gig who refuses to get the joke. it's just too bad you thought that asshole was your friend. don't worry there won't be any more gigs for a good while yet, it's a bit of a different act that needs the right environmet to go down well, mikefest was the perfect environment and it did go down well. everyone had a great time. but we'll not be taking it to katys or the rosetta or anything. there's no pressure. just remember who your friends are.

Re: gig schmig

[pixiemeat103]

meh its everyones perogative to dislike anything. just think there may have had a bit of a personality clash there. oh well.