so for anyone who does read this still, here's whats going on ( Read more... )

i keep looking back on a lot of things ( Read more... )

hey all ( Read more... )

ya know, everytime i think i've found a nice boy, something has to go wrong. like with Johann, it seemed like things needed work in the beginning, which i was ok with, but now everything has fallen apart, and its over. and i cried. wtf?! i mean, we weren't even together for much more than a month, and yet, i got attached, which i usually don't do ( Read more... )

boys are mean. specifically one boy, who i am attempting to date. but no one thinks i should try to stay with him. and pretty soon i'm going to think so too. but i'm still not convinced... somehow. heh
no one seems to think he deserves me, but i can't seem to let him go...

loves and kisses for now.

teehee... yes. things with the boy are much better. we talked last night. i love the way i feel when he holds me in his arms... *loving sigh* ...teehee! he was soooo sweet last night! sure he doesnt pay attention to me in front of other people, but when it's just me and him, it's amazing how affectionate he can be. i love it. i'll just have to work ( Read more... )

its a bad sign when ( Read more... )

Things are going well. i'm officially dating him now. heh. thanksgiving was ok, suprisingly. i got to come home today, which was nice, cause i did not want to stay home the whole weekend. bah! so its good to be back, and i'm going to a party/get together and the boy's house. teehee. im wearing his shirt too. hah! i've actually intended to give this ( Read more... )

well, lots has happened since my last post. being the fickle human being i am, i changed love interests to a boy who is here in MN, he's pretty awesome, the problem with him, is that he kind of acts like i don't exist. well, im trying to work through that, but im not sure what will happen. i've been pretty down about it too. but thats life i guess ( Read more... )

basically, oh man, i found a boy. he's amazing. he's incredibly sweet, and cute, and gorgeous. but of course, such a perfect man must have a flaw. his is that he is living in Santa Barbara, CA. but he's so amazing! i know, i've never met him, but call it woman's intuition, he's so perfect, and just what i need right now. yet so far away. but!!! he' ( Read more... )