Why do I settle?

Sometimes I just want to scream SHUT THE FUCK UP, a the top of my lungs.
Can't wait until we can have our house to ourselves again.
Sometimes I just would like a little peace and quiet.

Sometimes I feel like I'm doing everything wrong.
Is this really what it's supposed to feel like?

This is one of the hardest things I've had to do.
Everyone around me is so happy with the decision I've made except me.
I wish I had someone to talk to. Someone who wasn't just so damn happy about it.
I wish someone would just ask me if I'm okay...
'cause I feel like I'm not.

You say I know you better than anyone else, then why don't you take my advice?
Look at the past, when have I been wrong?
I know you're making the wrong decision.
I wish I could stop you, because once it happens there's no turning back.

very shortly.
to cypress.
with the boyfriend.
should be interesitng.

ike sucks.
I can't go to work.
can't get gas.
Cant have taco bell.
Luckily the boy's dad's house has power,
so i get to spend mass amounts of time with him, and take showers.
and post.
i'm bored.
i'm pissed.
i'm hungry.
i'm bitching.
:]

I don't want Galveston to be destroyed. :[
Daniel and I are staying with Marisa and Blake tonight.
Drinking away the hurricane blues.

I haven't been here in forever.
HOW IS EVERYONE?
Is anyone still here?

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Wednesday will be a year.
I love him.