wow it's been 2 months since the last update ( Read more... )

lately ( Read more... )

no cigs in a week, and must say that i'm feeling very good about that. i can breathe, i don't reek, and i don't spend nearly as much time in bars. all pluses ( Read more... )

so a little over a week ago i reported that i thought i'd found a new romantic interest. i still think that maybe, but not sure. nothing has happened since that post. we live different lives and i've come to realize that although differences are attractive, forcing it is not good. it's unnatural, and, knowing myself well enough, i'll wind up ( Read more... )

alright. here's the deal. i decided to quit smoking weed for a while. it makes me very apathetic, and lately the thrill is just totally gone. it became such a thoughtlessly repetitive activity....in other words, a habit. pure and simple. didn't think about it, just did it. all the time. i often wound up meeting and hanging out with people ( Read more... )

pornstar name game - first name (name of your first pet) + last name (road you grew up on)

patrick green = Puss Bondwood.

yup.

2nd of february ( Read more... )

helllooooooo ( Read more... )

lately i'm feeling very anxious. this is nothing new....but the source(s) of the anxiety kind of is. maybe listing them and telling all of you about these problems, whether you want to hear it or not, will help me move towards some self-repair. here we go ( Read more... )

did everyone get what they wanted for christmas? i pretty much did ( Read more... )