MMmmm, Stephanie Carlson. Rawr.

I disappeared for a little over a year. Hi. I'm back. I managed to almost die about 12 times, but I kicked the heroin problem. Which I can't really take credit for because due to me being a fugitive, some detectives came to my house to bring me to justice, and I started the detox process in jail. By the time I was out, the hallucinations and ( Read more... )

So I've been hiding out.  Avoiding no one by discrimination, just being rather solitary and finding it to be refreshing.

To a dear friend of mine:  I don't know if you're still involved in this tryst, but I couldn't find the polite and respectful way of expressing to you how I felt about the situation you're in.  And then I read it today...

"We ( Read more... )

I chickened out.  I never got on the plane.  Something about the guy was giving me a really awful feeling like I was putting myself in a very, very bad situation.  There were a lot of little things that just seemed off.  Like, if he really is so rich and famous, why was he flying me out on Southwest--the poor people's airline, and even then, why ( Read more... )

Welcome To The Crack House.


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Allen, the owner of a large modeling agency, SoCal Pro Models, posted an ad for a model to travel around the country on a tour for seminars about modeling. I responded to the ad with my information and photos and he called me that day. The actual tour won't start for a few months, but we were talking for a while about his agency. His current ( Read more... )

In my bed, about 4 feet away from me is the cutest, sweetest boy I have ever met.  He came over the other day with a dozen roses, a Propel (my favorite drink) and a pack of cigarettes for me.  For no reason, no anniversary, no birthday, just because.

Tonight I was a little upset with him...I haven't seen him much lately, we've both been real ( Read more... )

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Susie is narrating from heaven.

"Susie" is a long, oddly shaped, orange pavement tester known as a Heavy Vehicle.

Susie is over six feet long and weighs about 350 pounds.
Susie is the proud mother of ( Read more... )

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I'm rolling.
Balls.
I love you.